I’ll see you soon my love. I didn’t mean to leave you so soon. I’m sorry I wasn’t myself…I didn’t know who I was. But I knew it was better if I figured it out on my own. A continuous metamorphosis…I didn’t expect you to keep up. So hard to pin point, so hard to understand…I knew it was better if I set you free. And you told me you couldn’t imagine doing life without me..what is better without me. Pushing you away when all I wanted was for you to stay, to be here with me..but I didn’t want you to see me not so pretty. I tell myself time and time and time again..I am changing to be better so when I am ready I will come home back to you.